Sunday, October 22, 2006
i didn't expect this to happen.
i'm contented with the way things are presently.
and secretly, i wish it would remain like this.
yet part of me wanted something more significant.
now that it has been fulfilled, something's holding me back.
no doubt it's fear.
but it seems like i'm a tad reluctant to forsake my "freedom" too.
it then amazed me about how much i used to like you.
it was till the extent that i really wanted you and was willing to give everything a go even though i was scared.
then again, that's the past already.
i don't know if i'm ready.
sigh.
but you're definitely the last person i'd wanna hurt.
i've no idea what's wrong with terence now.
he just got himself drunk cuz he's so sad.
sigh.
if only there isn't any sorrows in this world.
and i don't know what's with the chem & biochem students of spms.
always asking why they've to take this current math module they're taking now.
how the heck would i know.
and you guys dont have to rant about how frigging difficult discrete math is and quit asking how i'm surviving with my course!
whats wrong with these people.
take me with you
1:29 AM